didnt intend to blog in the first place until i read her blog,of all the couples i know that her boyfriend are in ns all had quarreled about the girl finding him and he only know how to sleep sleep sleep.but why can they just be so understanding for this point ?they are tired,so are we right ?sometimes but not alwasy right ?cant every couple just be equally treated ?bitch,thats what you call me,i have feelings too.
am i wrong ?i said message me "as soon as possible" not "now".what is there to fuss about ?i know you're not in a good mood,i didnt say i want a answer now right ?as soon as you've got the answer you could just massage me,it was just like a note left for you,if you are busy then cant you just speak out,how would i know ?i know i said before that i'll stay by your side forever but that doesnt mean i'll be pysically by your side 24/7 right ?what makes you think i know that your busy or free (*question mark!?)why must you always think negatively why make yourself feel so miserable,why cant you just think on the posstive side,it would just make you happier for once right ?and please dont provoke me,it can really make someone go crazy,i say no means no!you know me,what i want means i want,what i've said means i already mean it.not going back means not going back,stop provoking me and asking me to enjoy and everything when you know i wont.if this really continue i'll really go crazy.
i know,she said yes to you on the phone cause i ask her to,dont blame yinghong for not bringing me out cause i ask her not too.do you know how far isit to walk all the way in,and out just for you ?!
can someone just define the word 'LOVE' to me ?i really love you,yet i dont know what does love really mean ?am i just a failure in love ?
Saturday, July 24, 2010, 1:00 AM