when up to daniel house today again to slack.hoping to enjoy myself but things happen.so as usual cried like fuck again.i really cant take it seeing him hugging someone else.which he claims to me that he is single.could not carry on staying there so headed to reevezone.sang songs,teared,smoked&slack.got really a big shock when i say him there too.everyone is asking me to forget about him but i really cant,i dunno why.seeing everyone drink makes me feel like drinking too but,nette keep por me to drink i know if i drink he wont know but a promise is a promise i promised that i wont drink anymore i dont want to lie to myself too. so i just drank ice water throughout,cabbed home with nette and the rest headed to BQ,i know he said not to contact him during this week but i really cant take it and he he replied i didnt enem bother to pay the cab fare and read the msg,hahas the cab driver just stare at me as i replied back,i dunno why but i can read that only msq over and over again,i know its just two sentences but i can just feel warm by reading it again and again.even if we are now friends but i still leave all my wallpapers and everything with his picture on,i really dont bare to take them out so this is what i really meant about i cant forget him at all. . you know i still loveyou.
this picture makes me look like im wearing contact lens.