went to daniel house today again and over to mac in the night. meet up with dane again,it seems like everywhere i go he will be there.happy to see him. then headed to 304 to eat our dinner.then back to daniel house and there goes one day. backed at home chatted with danedane on msn.im really sorry for what i did and i really regreted i just know that the hurtful words i said to you that day is still in your heart.i know it takes time to forget everything and trust me again,i really wish that the one who was hurt deeply was me and not you.i dont want you to suffer in my hurtful words.his going off to genting tomorrow for 3days will really miss him,he asked whether i want him to get anything for me.but the only thing that went round my mind was only wanting you to come back as soon as possible.i will change for you,i hope that you can forgive me soon.its going to be 4a.m and waiting for baby to wake up go genting then sleep.iwill reallymisshim.trying to find a job by tomorrow or the next day.i really need to change my life style,quiting on smoking soon and eating more everyday.hope that you will see a change in me soon.
what is mine will be mine, what is not mine will never be mine.