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Ballerina face,Fading hair,Cat eyes,Guailan mouth,Tanned body,
"Perfect" love,Happy family,Screw up in studies,Fuckedup life

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Wednesday, November 18, 2009, 12:20 AM

many things happen this few days.actually i could happily patch back with baby but a choice that i made change my whole life.a choice that made me lose the one that i loved most the one that have been beside me for more than 7months the one that had trusted me and yet i still dissapoint him.talk to him yesterday and all i can do is only asked for forgiveness but i know he cant forget what i did.what he say was right,what is done is already done.the only thing now is let him forgive me.i am willing to take care of him for the rest of his life,but is he willing to let me do that.i really dunno.you said that i didnt trust you that you are single?i want to tel myself that what i saw today was a lie but can i do it ?does he seriously love her ?many questions are going around my head.is he really single or attached ?only one thing i can say is ILOVEYOU 1314 the only thing i wish is for you to forgive my mistakes.i really dont have the guts to face him.what i did was really wrong,but i seriously know my mistakes already hope you really understand.i havent eat a proper meal since monday.i know everyone is asking and forcing me to eat at least abit but i really dont have the mood and appetite.giddyness i running into me recently.but still went songka cause i didnt have a choice was moody for the whole day.sitted outside daniel house just smoking and crying,even when i hear jokes i didnt even laugh much.headache is getting worse towards the night,went songka and headed back to daniel house.kept drinking water until vomitted.it has really been a long time i feel like that.i guess this time i really feel heart broken.six more days to hear his answer,every minute i will be thinking what you will say.going shopping with limin and nette this thrusday i really dunno whether i will enjoy myself.everything i do reminds me of him even the route that he walk with me home,the bed that we slept together the tears he shed for me.even the small things he do i will always remember.the spaces in between my fingers are only for you to hold them tightly and never letting it go.im really sorry dane.please forgive me.iloveyousforever<3


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